My very soul resents the old me.
The new me hates that it has to fight my flesh.
It desires nothing but His heart as its example.
I can only do that by daily killing of sin and not letting anymore in.

But they say, I need to back off sometimes.
But they say, I need to have normal conversations.
But they say, maybe you should tone it down.
But they say, maybe you should chill for now.
But they say, I seem so holier than thou, and I got no flaws of course, so I'm on my high horse?

Understand that I don’t desire to push some away.
How do I hold onto His love and not speak into them every chance I get?
How do find a way to interject His word without putting them on defense?
Is it possible or am I too much?
Am I a fraud who only loves his pride and not my Lord?
There has to be some balance between being who I now am, and forcing it down their throats, right?

But they say, I need to back off sometimes.
But they say, I need to have normal conversations.
But they say, maybe you should tone it down.
But they say, maybe you should chill for now.
But they say, I seem so holier than thou, and I got no flaws of course, so I on my high horse?

You see, I use to be, the kind of guy that deep down only cared about ME!
Now I’ve changed my ways, and as a daily process, it feels so right.
There is nothing, and I mean nothing more gratifying than knowing you are in line with the creator of the universe!
He is my provider; my comfort; my shield; my strength.

But there are those times when I look down on those who don’t give Him their all!
But there are those times when I feel they deserve what they get for not making the turn!
But there are those times when I see they don’t even bother!
But there are those times when all I see is the sin jumping all around them, through them, and they love it!

So, I ask myself, “am I doing His will?”
Then I ask Him, “Lord, why do I feel so sad!”
He says, “It is because reproof hurts my child.”
So, although my heart is in the right place, my actions are not always in line.
So, although I want to do right, I cannot on my own, and then is when I see that it’s pride, and therefore it’s sin – Romans 7:14-25.

I hate my sin.
I want my sin to die! Die flesh please!
Die sin die! Flesh just lay it down!
He’s got me on lock, so stop trying to block, the promise of my Father through His son Jesus Christ!

But they say, I need to back off sometimes.
But they say, I need to have normal conversations.
But they say, maybe you should tone it down.
But they say, maybe you should chill for now.
But they say, I seem so holier than thou, and I got no flaws of course, so I on my high horse?